Why Complicate Life?
1. Missing somebody – Call.
2. Wanna meet up – Invite.
3. Wanna be understood – Explain.
4. Have questions – Ask.
5. Don’t like something - Speak up.
6. Like something – Share it.
7. Want something - Ask for it.
8. Love someone – Tell them.
We only have one life. Keep it simple.
Never give up
Here I am
Celebrating my 10 years of having real issues with general anxiety, social anxiety, panic attacks, depression, eating problems/eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, self harm and borderline.
I had my ups and downs. I hit rock bottom when I was 15. This heavily went on until I turned 19. I met my boyfriend and now 3 years later we’re living together. Because of him I did better and better over the years. He gives me the strenght to hold on a little longer, even when it gets dark. Ofcourse I had my relapses but he never judged me, always helped me.
Only lately there’s a lot going on. Don’t get me wrong, our relationship is still strong and wonderful! But my mental health is going worse and worse. I noticed that I’m slipping back in a depression, my old eating disorder habits, self harm and I have a lot of panic attacks recently. On one hand I don’t care anymore but I still have a little spark in me, some motivation.
I mean, who could have thought that this girl would apply for an education in Event Management (in other words: marketing, economics and COMMUNICATION). I know I can be a good leader but my anxieties always made it so hard for me. Only appearently something in me believed I could do this and even though I’m having my doubts the past weeks if I’m able to do that, to be that, I’m gonna do my best!
Today we have our first task in leading a group and I’m so anxious, I’m shaking and I’m feeling so stressed. Still, there is a little voice in me that’s saying “you’re going to do this! You are going to be your wonderful best this day and you can rock this!” And I want to believe that voice, so I’m going to do that!
Suck on that demons in my head!
no one tells you what its like to be self aware of your mental illness. i know im irrationally angry and i know im just being paranoid and its the tiny piece of rational mind i have left and the unstable part of me fighting each other every second and i just want it to stop
new person: hi!
me: my personality for you will arrive in 5-7 business days once I figure out what makes you happy and how I feel around you
Reblog if…
Reblog this if you have any of these:
- Depression
- Bipolar
- Autism/Aspergers
- ADHD
- ADD
- OCD
- Anorexia
- Bulimia
- Schizophrenia
- Borderline personality disorder
- Anxiety
- Dementia
- PTSD
- Paranoia
- Stress
- Anger issues
Any one that has any of these, just know, you are not alone, no matter how much you think you are not worthy. You are still human.
(via laylacreates)
i hate how engaging in unhealthy behavior feels like i’m treating myself. self destruction shouldn’t feel this good.
me: [is crying]
me: am I angry or sad
Was I too much or not enough?